OK, I’ll Confess (Sort Of)

January 18, 2013 |

Happy New Year! It’s 1:44 AM and I have a sudden urge to blog.

 

Which I haven’t done in almost half a year, which is probably not the best promotional strategy for two albums after a 9-year recording hiatus. I’ve been guilty of hugely long and detailed entries on the making/meaning of my music in the past, and maybe I’ll get that urge in the future as well. But I’ve wanted The Hard Bargain and Do The Math to speak for themselves, and to let people draw their own conclusions as to what each album “means.”

 

But: it’s a new year, and I’m feeling talkative, so let me talk about the releases – and their aftermath – a little bit.

 

The reception to the albums, for me, has been very gratifying, albeit very mixed. At this point in my life, it seems ridiculous to release art or entertainment into the public and then act as if you don’t care what the reaction is – of COURSE you care. You simply don’t go through the time and effort of creating this stuff for public consumption if you don’t.  So, half a year out from releasing them, I can say that I’m very happy (and a little relieved) with the way they’ve been received overall, even though there seems to be absolutely no consensus about them.

 

This has kind of been the story of my life for as long as I’ve been doing music. Plenty of people who liked my music in my late teens or early ’20s didn’t go for Disruption Theory. There were a number of people who really dug Disruption Theory, but thought that Normalized (and the whole turntablist guitar/live-looping virtuoso angle) was a disappointment. When I was doing a ton of live shows in the mid-2000s, some listeners who really liked Normalized didn’t dig the growing integration of melodies, covers, and more overt “guitar-isms” into my sets.

 

And it’s still the case with the two new ones. There are people who’ve followed my stuff for a long time who think it’s the best work I’ve ever done. Some other long-time supporters have been totally silent about them, even as we’ve spoken about many other things since the release. Reviews have generally been very positive (the good ones almost embarrassingly so!), and the more negative ones have still been very thoughtful and respectful – no hatchet jobs thus far.

 

Do The Math is slightly more popular, both in terms of sales/downloads and reactions that I’ve heard. I originally conceived of Do The Math as being “the difficult one,” so that’s a surprise (albiet a pleasant one). The Hard Bargain was conceived as a straight-ahead rock album, and seems to have ended up being the more challenging, “difficult” listen of the two. I’m sure a psychiatrist would have interesting conclusion about that – for my part? OK!  It is what it is.

 

At this point, I’m clearly not trying to make the same kind of album each time I put one out. Many of my favorite recording artists have wildly eclectic discographies, and pretty much any of them have at least one or two albums that I’ve never really warmed up to. The needy validation seeker in me loves getting praise, but the art school situationist in me cackles with glee at throwing curve balls.

 

And really: it’s kind of amazing that anyone at all takes the time to pay attention to what I’m doing. So: THANK YOU FOR YOUR LISTENING. If you’ve enjoyed the new stuff, I’m delighted. If you haven’t, I totally respect your opinion, and hope you’ll see if my subsequent stuff piques your interest more.

 

I haven’t really talked about the whole “money + music” thing, for two main reasons. The first is that a lot of people are already talking about it, and doing so more eloquently and meaningfully than I could hope to. And the second is that I’m kind of sick of thinking about it.

 

I mean, it NEEDS to be discussed, absolutely. It’s crucial. But it’s gotten to the point where a lot of musicians and critics, whose work I really enjoy, seem to spend more time talking about the financial hardships of being a musician than they do talking about actual music. And that’s not a complaint – like I say, it’s important that this be an ongoing dialogue. Right now, though, I simply don’t want my music to be a leading question in a discussion on the economics of 21st century creativity.

 

I’ll put it this way: when a fellow musician recently asked me how the Bandcamp pay-what-you-like thing has worked out, my response was: “I’m pleasantly surprised at how much money I’ve made, and unpleasantly surprised at how hard it is to give the stuff away.” I don’t mind talking about this stuff with people privately, but for right now I’m going to be old-fashioned, pretentious, and/or naive, and let the music itself be the focus.

 

A few other quick bits:

 

No, I don’t hate live looping, I haven’t sold my Echoplexes, I’m not swearing off that stuff by any means. This interview with Scott Collins goes into a good amount of detail about all of that. Right now, I’m very inspired by a lot of different musical possibilities, and live looping isn’t at the top of the list. But at some point I very strongly suspect I’ll do more of that stuff. Speaking of which…

 

Am I playing live gigs as Andre LaFosse, Solo Artiste? My answer here is actually very similar to the looping one (which makes sense, I guess, since those two things have been intertwined with me for a long time.) Basically, I’m not opposed to the idea, but neither am I chomping at the bit to play. I spent a lot of time in the mid-2000′s doing a lot of gigs, and having no interest in recording, and right now I’m in pretty much the opposite position. Here again: at some point I’m sure I’ll be playing live as a solo artist. I don’t know what form that will take, or exactly what kind of technology (or lack thereof) I might be using. When it makes sense to put my energies into that direction, I’ll do it. In the meantime, there’s a ton of directions I want to pursue in the world of recorded music.

 

Once gain: my very serious thanks to everyone and anyone for listening.

 

More soon…

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Catching Up: July 15, 2012

July 15, 2012 |

All right!


First and foremost: huge and very sincere thanks to everyone who’s listened, downloaded, and/or paid for either of the two new albums. The initial reception has been beyond what I’d hoped for, and it’s deeply appreciated.

 

There are already new reviews of both albums at guitar-muse.com, Mr. Atavist, and Access All Areas. And two new interviews have recently gone live: a very in depth and wide-ranging discussion with Scott Collins at guitar-muse, and a podcast with John Anealio and Patrick Hester at Functional Nerds.

To briefly touch on a couple of common questions:

 

- There will be no physical release for either album. There are a number of reasons for this, which I may go into at some point. Long story short, though, these are exclusively digital albums. If you’re so inclined, of course, you totally have my blessing to burn the music to disc and listen to it that way.

 

- iTunes and Amazon will have both albums eventually, although I’m very much of the mind that Bandcamp offers the best options in terms of fidelity and sound quality. Again, more on that (possibly) down the road.

 

In other news, altruistmusic.com is slowly but surely being rebooted. Social media has totally made me lazy about web updates, but these days I have a renewed appreciation for a central, personally run site. The most significant changes:

 

- An updated music section, which includes links to several releases (GrannyKart, Darren Nelsen, the New York Guitar Festival concert recording) that got a bit lost in the shuffle over the last couple of years, or that I haven’t really given proper attention to;

 

- The press section has been updated and expanded, with some new additions that I haven’t previously documented, and a lot of archival reviews and interviews that are available again for the first time in a long while;

 

- There’s also a new blog site (which you’re reading right now!), along with the usual boilerplate bio, links, and pseudo-third person writing style.

 

In the immediate future: drumming up more awareness of the new music! If you have suggestions for blogs, publications, podcasts, or other outlets that would be sympathetic towards either release, feel free to drop a line. And ultimately, word of mouth is the best possible promotion – many of you have already posted about the albums, in various forums, and I greatly appreciate it. I’m still squeamish about asking people to do promo for me, but there’s truly no replacement for genuine enthusiasm and interest, and if you can take a moment to spread the word, it’s fantastic.

 

So, again: huge thanks to everyone for giving the new music a chance. More info (and more music…?) coming sooner than later, I think…

 

As always: THANK YOU FOR LISTENING.

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Leaving Home (or: yes, the following is an elaborate metaphor)

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OK, you two.

We’ve known this day was coming for a long time – I think I’ve pined for it and feared it in equal measure. I know neither of you is perfect, and you didn’t always turn out quite the way we’d expected, but those surprises have been pleasant at least as often as not. (Yeah, there’s still a few things that make me wince, but hey – nobody’s perfect.)

Letting you go out into the world is both exhilarating and terrifying – are you ready for what’s waiting? Is anyone or anything, in fact, actually waiting? Have we overlooked something crucial that will make us look back and say, “Oh, how COULD we?” Have I totally misjudged what you are, or betrayed what you should have been?

But as much as I’ve enjoyed having you here and watching you grow, my job isn’t done until you’ve gone out into the world at large. At the end of the day, that’s really what all of this was for in the first place.

So.

I did the best I could with you guys, and I’m a better person for it. And all of my misgivings aside, I’m pretty damn proud of the way you turned out. So go on out there, and let’s see what you’re made of.

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My Final Mix Checklist – 5/18/12

May 18, 2012 |

subway: tuck in verse + bridge
12 sided: done?!?!
harbar: replace tone on outro doompeggios
zen: done?!?!
remediation: lower 1st c section (ew that sounds gross), smooth crescendo
balancing: done?!?!

retcon: smooth lead levels, boost alarm, chill fills, lower wobble
hard sci fi: bring out r2d2?
hyst: pre-melody drums
lowest: raise levels on 2nd and 3rd chorus, bring up intro, check kick
process: lower b section mel for cresc?
slo-mo: done?!?!
strange: lower drums…?
do tha: raise stereo synth, tighten outro
funk: lower drums
siren: boost van halen, extend kraut, boost rowr, …?

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Here’s What’s Happening: May 2012

May 14, 2012 |

So, because I’m really bad at updating my news – and because I have a bad tendency to write posts that are way too long when I finally do get around to updates – here’s the quick gist of it:

I’m about to put out two new solo albums; the mixes are being finished as we speak. Why two albums? Because I found myself inspired in two different directions at the same time.

Album 1: The Hard Bargain – the mid-life crisis rock album. Songs – with actual melodies, chord progressions, and tightly-arranged structures – and a strictly guitar-bass-drums instrumentation. This is me finally giving myself permission to make an instrumental rock guitar album, after spending most of the last 15 years doing everything in my power to avoid it. It is, by a large margin, the single most unfashionable thing I’ve ever made.

Some of my points of reference for The Hard Bargain: Led Zeppelin, Sonic Youth, Living Colour, Nels Cline, Jeff Beck, King Crimson.

Album 2: Do The Math – the mad scientist modular synth krautrock hauntology album. Lots of guitar on this one, too, but the foundation is a ton of bleeping, sputtering, buzzing synthesizers. Still very composed in comparison to anything I’ve released previously, but this album is more concerned with texture / vibe / sonics. This is me tearing up my “all guitar, no synthesizers used!” manifesto of the last decade or so – and since I was noodling on synths and drum machines before I ever got a guitar, it’s a roundabout “back to my roots” kind of thing.

Reference points for Do The Math: Pink Floyd, the BBC Radiophonic Workshop, Silver Apples, Laurie Spiegel, Raymond Scott, Public Enemy, ’70s Miles Davis. (I know, I know – EVERYBODY quotes ’70s Miles as an influence.)

There’s no echoplex, or live looping of any kind, on either album, although Do The Math is, in its way, as purely loop-based as anything I’ve ever done.

If you haven’t listened already, rough versions of four songs (two from each album) are available at my Bandcamp page: http://andrelafosse.bandcamp.com

Looking at those four tracks now, I wouldn’t say they’re “unrepresentative” of their albums, but neither do they totally encapsulate what either one is “about.” Reactions from people who have already heard this stuff have been all over the place, but I feel really strongly about putting this music out right now.

When are they coming out? As soon as I finish them – late May, early June…?

Note that I didn’t say what YEAR. (Kidding. [God, I'd BETTER be kidding.])

There’s the update! (See, that wasn’t so bad. I should do that more often…)

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING.

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IT LIVES

January 14, 2012 |

OK, three years since my last blog post? What’s the opposite of “radical transparency?” (Conservative opacity?)

Soooooo many things to talk about, and I have a nagging urge to not talk about any of them at all. Hmmmm.

Making an album is like cleaning a house; the closer the room gets to being totally clean and organized, the harder it is to finish cleaning it. Making two albums at the same time is… like that, except with, um… another house?

Sometimes I feel guilty about complaining about anything – white male American art school graduate first world problems etc. I spend a lot of time trying to eliminate a sense of ego in myself. This is contrasted with the times when I remind myself that without a certain amount of ego, it’s hard to come up with a reason to get out of bed in the morning. (And then I wonder why I have trouble sleeping…)

Loooooong weekend. Will I finish a single song? Many songs? One of the two albums?

This will probably look even more ridiculous tomorrow morning than it already does right now in my half-asleep halfsleepiness. God knows if I’ll delete this before “sharing” it on teh social networxxor.

Time to (try) and sleep as visions of mixer settings and arrangements and EQ curves dance in my head.

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State of the Axe: Guitar Masters in Photographs and Words

February 17, 2009 |

Since my last entry saw me waxing existential about what I’d done with my life, here’s a post with one or two conclusive answers.

State of the Axe: Guitar Masters in Photographs and Words, was recently published. It’s a collection by Ralph Gibson, a seminal American photographer, of dozens of guitar players, along with brief writings by the guitarists themselves about their relationship to the instrument. The list of players profiled includes David Torn, Allan Holdsworth, Jim Hall, Lou Reed, Bill Frisell, Andy Summers, Nels Cline, Les Paul, and many others.

…including me. No, really.

In January of 2004, I played at the New York Guitar Festival, opening for David Torn. Ralph Gibson was at the show to take pictures of Torn, and after I did my soundcheck, he asked if he could do some shots of me as well. Some time thereafter, he asked me for some words about the guitar to accompany the shot, and the rest is… well, a pretty amazing book that I somehow got to be a part of. For me, it’s a trip to see a short-haired Andre playing a Steinberger guitar again, and while I’m not sure I still would have used the phrase “caterwauling car alarms” (ahem…) in my written entry, I’m thrilled beyond measure to be included.

Like a lot of things in the music world (and life in general, for that matter), it’s a classic case of randomly being in the right place at the right time, and happening to be heard by somebody who digs what they hear, and is in a position to do something about it.

Serious thanks go to David Torn, who invited me to play the gig where Ralph heard me in the first place (and who also gives me a very gracious mention in his own entry in the book), along with David Spelman, the director of the New York Guitar Festival, who saw fit to have me on the gig in the first place. And of course, immense gratitude to Ralph Gibson for seeing fit to put a player like myself in a book like this. I was 29 when that gig went down, so there’s at least one thing I did with my ’20s.

You can see a preview of some of the shots, along with a full list of the guitarists in the book, at this link. State of the Axe: Guitar Masters in Photographs and Words, is available at book stores and websites everywhere.

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My Tempus is Fugiting

February 4, 2009 |

OK, not the most prolific blogger over here…

Lots going on, very little of it seemingly worth talking about on a web page. But I’ll give it a go…

Teaching guitar is one of the very best jobs in the entire world, and although things are a little softer than they have been in previous years, I’ve still got a very good schedule of 30-plus students, plus a “school of rock” – style band that I help coach (and play bass guitar in, too!) Like pretty much every single other person I know, I’ve been extremely stressed about money for the last few months, but teaching has been remarkably resilient to the economy.

I haven’t played any solo gigs for quite a while, mainly because the two venues I used to frequent – Nova Express (the space-cafe pizza joint in Hollywood) and Dangerous Curve (an art gallery and performance space in downtown) have both closed down. It’s a drag to not be able to book a gig; there are plenty of venues in Los Angeles, but most of them require an artist to bring at least 15 or so people through the door. I can’t guarantee that kind of audience in LA; I’ve done shows for a lot more people than that, and I’ve done shows where no one at all showed up to see me.

Being “homeless” in a performance-venue sense has been a bit of a head-twister. I’ve spent quite a bit of time over the last few months going through the typical tortured artist/thirty-something bohemian motions: wondering exactly what the hell I’ve done with the last several years of my life, feeling like a cryptic madman howling alone in the wilderness, wondering why I didn’t spend all of that time learning classic rock songs and jazz standards instead of programming drum machines and studying Echoplex parameters, etc etc ad nauseum.

The main result of all of this is that, partially because of not having impending gigs to have to prepare for, and partially because of the above-mentioned feelings of dissatisfaction with myself, I’ve been practicing guitar more intently and obsessively than I have in many years. It can be hard to gauge one’s progress on a day-by-day basis – it’s a bit like looking in the mirror every morning to see if your hair’s growing – but there are things I’ve been trying to do for a long time that I’m finally getting a bit of a handle on, and things seem to be flowing more smoothly and fluently than they have in a long time.

I feel a bit like I did in ’98-’99, when I was recording Disruption Theory, or in 2002 when I was trying to find a voice with the Echoplex; like I’m putting myself back together again. Ten years ago I was obsessed with being a jungle/instrumental hybridist, and seven years ago I wanted to deconstruct my own concept of looping. Right now, I’m trying to turn myself into a guitar player. Not a post-DJ looping slice-and-dicer (though I still have plenty to say in that world) and not an electronic-meets-organic composer. I want to be a guitar player. And God help me, I’m actually seriously thinking about recording new original music for the first time in at least six years. Even if I don’t have a venue to sell a CD at!

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YouTube!

June 25, 2008 |

Huge thanks to Jody Beth Rosen for filming and uploading these clips!

This first one is from May 12th, 2008 at CalArts, where I played in a guitar department alumni concert along with Thomas Leeb and Dustin Boyer.


The second and third are from Cafe Metropol in LA on Friday, June 20th, 2008, taken from a solo set I played that night. Also on the bill were Todd Reynolds, Daren Burns and Motoko Honda.


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